Arch. Raphael came to me, and told me – you should be prepared for the changes coming to your life soon. First of all, you should be strong, and strength come from heart, not from body and not from the mind. To be strong you should open your heart, and more and more deeply. Now you think you have open heart, but its not truth. You have a little cover above it, like box, holding pearl, so you didn’t reach to the pearl yet. So you need time to –1. Connect with yourself__
Find out what you really want__ In order to do that you should be closer to yourself, be in silence and peace. Feel your inner peace. First you`ll have transformation – change with opening the first Portal for you in the "Inner gate" this Portal really exists and it is in the same time inside you and outside. This is your first step to the higher self order. Now you still cant see the Portal. When it will open?
( I saw one little mirror in front of me, and the reflection of my face –but it wasn’t clear, but waving like wrinkles of water, so it was continuously waving like sea..I could see in some point just my eyes, or little of them. Then he said: this mirror surfaces indicates the Portal of inner self. When the surface is not still, you cant see your reflection clear, it means Portal is not opened. It will be opened not now, but when you are able to see your reflection full. (clear). I saw also one beautiful shining moon stone above on the mirror. (it was like hand mirror).
Arch Gabriel was there , she said more: these Portals are opened in every 3 levels. Now you are second (2) L. and it may open earlier, or not. When it open at 3rd level, then it will be again at 6, 9, 12, 15, 18, 21. (the last l is 22). That means it opens 7 times trough your lessons. (missions). Opening always indicates change in life (inner).
Most of all you should know these words, how to stay protected from the "emotions" or attacks of others (symbolically represented as: your soul is a lake, very pure, and clear, when someone throw his emotional (dissatisfaction, negative em. Anger, and so on) in this lake, you have an option to control this stones. Imagine now the little and big stones come in hard way and strongly in the surface of the lake, so it becomes much water circles, wavy and wrinkles. On the top, when the surface is still again it takes time. And stones remain under it, means on the bottom, which means you accept that as "truth" and take it inside of your soul. You have choice, dear moon fairy, to not let "bad stones" to come in your lake, but only precious stones nd crystals. So collect them, and others, you can just "hold in the air" and throw back –to shore (not at someone) but to shore, or in the air, where they will disappear and dissolve. This is transformation of love. Love your lake –so don’t let any bad stone to touch it. Or be inside. (its even harder to take the stone from bottom of it, then to not take it inside).
The method is one: control! And the control is by : meditation and activation methods, u`ll know gradually. That`s all you need to know now. Avoid pollution and thought "useless" ,namaste.
