As we said before, two great sacraments given to use in this life are: Birth and Death. They are actual moments of “transitions” or passing from one form and state to another. The third sacrament is Love. Now I`ll talk about the experience of death sacrament in details. Many of us wonder and want to know what exactly we feel when we die? Of course we wont mention the fact, that many people here still do not believe in life after death, simply because they don’t have “knowledge”. So the knowledge for many things is not given to us, for many reasons, nor is possible to be understood by methods of science or experiments. We cant know the truth in any of this ways.
Now I can give this information, knowing that people who`ll read and understand, will believe, and others wont take time in reading or understanding.
All world religions tried to explain, imagine and describe their stories about life after death, and what happens when we die. Some suggest existence of Hell and heaven, where people are punished or blessed for eternity, others like Islam suggest existence of Paradise where 72 houri (beautiful and untouched virgins) will dwell with the each man, who deserve this reward. This and many others amazing concepts can be viewed only in mythological point of view. It`s obvious that such things don’t happen.
What happens when we die?
The experience of Death, as a great sacrament is well hidden from humans eyes and mind. Even the best scientists cant reveal it by any methods. The only way as we said is through “similar” near to death experience, with “out of body” feeling, falling in "coma" and angel connection. The immediate moment of death looks very similar to “falling asleep”. We have this experience on earth not by chance. When you die, first – you stop feeling pain, or any other feeling, as death is like magnet which attracts you inside another space. First moment when you die is “short transition”, and is similar to the time of awareness, what we feel exactly before fall asleep. You are here and you feel you are not here in the same time. In that time if you resist, you may see even some creatures around you from the spiritual world, or angels. Mostly you cant see anything, as the moment if quite short, so you are taken then to the “darkness of Hypnos” where also you don’t see anything. So first you feel short moment of “falling asleep”, then you see Darkness. Then slowly you are like awaken, but still like sleep, you don’t have control on your “body” or your Soul in this time. You see in front very high lighted tunnel moving like a fast swirling Spiral. (Spiral has magical formula, so is in many places in universe, and in Sacred geometry and in all forms). As this spiral is moving fast, you perceive it as a deep tunnel of light, that “takes you in”, you are like sucked from a powerful magnet inside. When you reach the end of the tunnel, you feel exactly like “awaken”. But not in your physical body, but in you Astral body. Remember well, who had connected before with his Astral body, can much easier pass this state of death. The one, who never knew or believed in his Soul, will be hard to understand or realize. Astral body has the same components of physical body, but in high energy level and its made of primal very fine energy. It also has feelings, and can perceive with eyes and listen sounds, as the physical body. (now I wont go in details about that). After that you awaken and first you feel usually “wonder” and surprise. Second you feel much lighter, as if floating, and as if someone removed a very heavy chain from you. You feel also immediate joy, like waking from long heavy dream. (that is in case you are not totally attached to the material world, which can cause you problems). The first thing you see in the other side is your angels who were with you on earth and help you. Now you can really “see” them with your eyes of Astral body, and see their light. They greet you in kind way, and one angel gives you something to drink. This is also a special drink, and don’t compare it with “drink from heavy matter” on earth. For people who can be disappointed, but you don’t see any of your death relatives or anyone, who cant be allowed to be there in this time. (In very rare cases, if this special death person was given special permission, he may come, but first this is avoided, as you have strong emotions, even in another body of light.). The angels tell you very little things and show you in a special way ,which I cant reveal now, your physical world and body and the place around, and the people, who are around you in this time. Be aware ,that you cant feel fear of any kind nor any negative emotion in this time, but you could feel “sadness”, but not pain. Many people feel state of “sadness” if they are killed for example, or went in violet way from earth, or by force. This is quite normal, but this sadness, is just like feeling of “feather” which cant be compared with feeling of earth at all. Moreover you see things and bodies and all around in extremely different way, than your physical eyes! Take care of that, as we imagine how we`ll see our so lifeless body and everyone close to us and we cant stand that. But in fact, you see things like “energy imprints” and not what you see in details. This is also the way, angels see you. And people will be transparent for you, you can see part of their thoughts, and specially color and energy, also if they have illness. You see also the same for your body. Then you don’t stay” actually as you may think beside your body, or around, but you are lead in a place, when you can observe and see people (like on a screen), when they are preparing your body for burial and what they do and what they think, feel, express. You see exactly the energy of grief, but not physical reality. (Something like moving silhouettes of shadows and light).
You stay 40 earth days in state of observing, which in another side will be much shorter time, if we can express it, maybe “an hour” or so. In this time you have very short moments, when you are allowed to say good bye to your dearest once, to try to make them notice your presence, even its impossible, because from both sides you cant connect, but you can give them a clue, or affect on their dreams to see you.
When the time appointed for observing yourself from above” is finished, you are lead by the angels, in a special place, which looks like brilliant and amazing home, or dormitory, where you ll stay and rest. The Soul or Astral body also needs rest like physical body, and things look similar, only that you are in a very high level. You ll see beautiful landscapes and experience flying or floating, but if you are in the high levels. If you are in lower, you may need some more time to adapt and realize what happens. Then you ll see yourself in your Astral body, which means this is you but not in your earth physical look. In the special room of this place you have all things needed, and all looks very compact and spacious in the same time. You ll see plants, flowers and trees in special places, with amazing high colors and light, which you don’t see on earth. You`ll see fountains, minerals and stones, and many more things, which cant be described, as well as animals, who don’t exist on earth, or some similar.
Everything is with different light, according to the level you are. Be aware, there are plenty of levels and structures in all sides, there is a great organization of all. The time flows different, so you wont feel it as on earth. There are different “circles” and spaces for people in different levels, and there are groups of spaces for any category of people. * they are divided by “karmic lesson” (similar groups), but Mind, knowledge, positive activities for themselves (spiritual growth, meditation and more), positive activities for others and help for people in need, color of aura and strength of aura field. Spiritual abilities and healing powers, communicative powers, talents, creations, love. They are also divided by lost souls – people who lost anyone close to them, who suffer from particular kind of illness in world, who have high sensitivity in energy world…and so on. We cant even describe here all. The most important is the first similarity by karmic lessons” and the color of aura field. That means don’t be expecting your family, or even friends on earth to be in the same space division as you, or the same level. The illusion we create here in many religions, is that after death we are united again with our families” and beloved” and friends”. This is not truth, simply because in law of Karma , we have our own “strong and weak points” our destiny and things to work on, and each family we born again, is completely different. The family and friends and anyone who we choose to be with on earth is actually a “teacher” for our development, the same as we for him!
Then : the levels are special zones, and you are not allowed to pass from one to another zone. The light and energy you`ll see in surrounding and nature is equal to the light and color of your aura in Astral body. (as you`ll see now obviously all auras here with eyes). So if your color was sparkling lavender, or violet, you ll see the nature also in violet light (but very nice and soft) which will also have calming effect. If your aura color was mainly blue, you`ll see nature in soft blue color. And so on. Here is time to say about lowest levels. They are also divided by all possible ways, karmic lessons, experience, help, knowledge...but most down levels are divided by “negative degree”, means account on how many harms and evil deeds they made, killings, cheat and so on. Understand well! Everyone has of course “good and bad” inside him and specially on earth. That cant be avoided. But here we talk about “strive and attraction from Light, and strive and attraction from Darkness” which is different. That means if you with full consciousness wants to do good from your heart, and expand your Spirit, you cant be in the circle of Darkness, as its not equal to you. And if you in time appointed of your death, were connected by percent like 70-80% to the Darkness, means evil, you cant be connected with Light. But yes, you are not “thrown in Hell” as you may think. What happens is that you are put in a space zone, equal to what you had as dominant thoughts and feelings, and the same as your aura radiation: means the worst cases are in total darkness, without light, but from a Moon, so they have different nature and surrounding. The angel who are their teachers, are also different in look and equipments. But they are Angels! Not demons. There is no punishment, but teaching in this state.
This is what souls do in this place, and the time there are there is different too.
Some people from low levels can see also Red light, which is not as bad as darkness, as its soft light, but this people are connected with the material elements and they are also hard to realize or accept death. People who kill purposely, or committed any inhuman act of violence, torture, rape, abuse in physical ways are in total Darkness (they are also divided), people who committed suicide are divided, and as they are many, ofc they are divided by many ways, mostly they are in darkness, or in red light. These who committed rape, (which is accepted the same as killing) of anyone or abuse of child, are also apart. There are huge worlds and zones in this place.
All together, the purpose of the place is teaching of every soul, and Study of all. This is maybe similar to the concept of “Purgatory”, even not the same. You don’t go after that to Paradise, or Hell, but you are announced to a New life. As I said, everyone stays different time, but usually the time we live in this energy zones and study is almost similar as 2 or 3 human lives (or like 200-300 years), which is not much for this place.
About what kind of lessons we study there, I `ll write another time. Here I wanted to say something very important for this life. Shortly after souls rest, and after it enters the energy zone with his Brothers and sisters in Spirit, she has lesson with their angel on earth, and they explain to her all things exactly like in a real lesson. They say to her in a special board, what she did, and the main ways, activities, actions she did. Point out main mistakes, or passivity, and inability to act in situation, first they say specially the “failures” of life path, but without any criticizing! Angels are kind and soft and just explain why this event occur and not another. In this time you can ask any questions concerning your life time, (which you can view now like a real “dream”) Then you can ask question for the topics you are interested in, or any question about creation, love, emotions, mistakes, what you should do in a situation in life. Here on this stage you are still fully aware ,means have memories about your life. You are given this time to realize where are your weaknesses and mistakes, and to feel you want to overcome them. As your life will seem much like a dream for you, it`s hard you to have any emotional relations to it, but you may feel sadness. Here I want to point out that the feeling of “regret and sadness” (but not suffer) is more and more intense in the lower levels, where souls start to realize the truth for their actions and start to feel like they want to be “punished”. That is very important moment of personal realization. Almost all souls feel that and go through that feeling of deep regret. These who don’t feel so, I wont now explain for them.
Another purpose of the world after death Or energy zones and levels, is Healing of the soul.
After your Astral body received the lesson from angels about fails and positive signs of your life “test”, you understand all in very clear way and you feel strong power inside yourself, like you can become better and better. Your third eye is opened already and you feel warm waves from it. Your angles make an archive –but very sophisticated one, for your life test, and you are obliged to think and to write main points about it and what you would like to change. You also understand clearly your karmic lessons, and all mistakes and weakness. After writing this, you as well as every soul in the level, have a special group ceremony for receiving communion (sacrament) in form of a high energy sparkling fruit. Little after taking this communion, all your memories and awareness about the earth life are erased. So you are free from them again. The only thing you are allowed to know are your angles guardian, or with who you connected. Of course you can know obviously the basic thing – according to in what circle of light you live, and what is your aura field, so you are aware only of that. (People who are in total darkness also are aware they are in low levels and they are/ were connected with evil.) from that point, all other details about your life are erased. (which means erased from your Fine aura energy , where they were like stamp). But this stamp is preserved in the special archive, and in time of your “re-birth” will be “implanted” as memory of your soul. This memory will be slightly different now, as it will be a code memory and not complete understanding.
I want to say more, that souls in high levels may have “wings” which allows them to fly if they study how. These wings are different forms, shapes, colors and transparency. But they are not angelic wings! They look like Butterfly wings. Souls in very lowest level in Darkness can have tails. And this are real tails, also in different forms and shapes. So already they have also visible signs of their level.
After the taking of communion, souls start to feel very light and free. But this freedom is also illusion to some extend, as they know after some time they are prepared to go to another re-birth. They don’t feel sad for that, but they like to experience next re-birth, bcs of the point of time there, this experience is very short. They start to study in appointed times special angelic lessons, who show them how to work with energy, meditate, use material objects, use the 10 elements, who are also there but in high energy form. They have lessons, playing, communicating with others, feeling joy and happiness. Whoever has talents or anything he like doing –like playing piano, or instrument, singing, and so on, they have special free time for that. Here is time to say, in the energy zones, we do not feel any hard emotions, not physical attraction to anyone, nor hard feelings like depression, suffer, pain, love pain, anger, hatred, and all dark emotions. Souls feel only light form of sadness, and that is only in the time, before their memory to be erased. They feel “hungry” and thirsty, not in way of physical body, but in way of energy body, so they can eat special fruits and drink special liquids. But the feeling of satisfaction is very fast, so soul can eat only one fruit for long period of time. They don’t feel tired or sleepy, but they have appointed time for “rest” which means they can listen to music, or close eyes, or any relaxation, which is like 2 hours. (if we can compare ours to our time, not there). All other time is full of activities, education, lessons, plays, games, interactions, participate in theater, study subjects about heaven and religions on earth and in other planets, swim, walk, travel. So all activities exist there. Hours of meditation are obligatory, as well as flying, or other sport activities.
Lessons are equal to all levels ,from dark ones, to red and so on. The souls in dark levels and red and send to earth after shorter period of time, depending on their percent of evil deeds and thoughts. They are send 3 times faster then others, means appointed time for them to stay in schools and study with angels is 100 years. Which is much faster, some are send after even 50 years, and they don’t have time to study. To be deprived from angelic lessons and study and be pushed back to life fast is kind of punishment. Even so they want that much by themselves and want to feel more satisfied.
Even if they may seem very good and “advanced” souls from other levels are not allowed to enter in other energy zones or to mix with others. That’s why, if you want very much to see or visit a friend (when you still have memory about him), or beloved from earth, you need a special permission, and request, so if also he wants to meet you, and is ofc in the same time in this world, then you can be given permission for a short talk in a so called “neutral zone”, while your angles are presented by both sides. In the perfect case, if your beloved is like “twin flame”, or he has the same level and aura as you (which is very rare case), you may meet in your zone (even not in your exact circle), and spend some time together. Sadly after your memories are taken, you wont remember this was “your beloved”, nor he will. That’s why usually we don’t meet the same people as in life, but we meet others.
